Update...

Havent posted in a while.. lots of things goin on.

So far everything is lookin on the up and up. Stuff with the pregnancy has settled down a bit meaning no more negative news. Overall things are looking really good and its hard to believe that we are within a month of having another kid. Gotta get in as much free time in as I can before number 2 arrives :p

Saw X-men 3 last night. All I can say about it was bleh. Dont want to spoil it for anyone who hasnt seen it so I wont say anything other than I expected a bit more out of it. The characters were cool and there was some cool stuff but the story was a hard pill to swallow since it doesnt reflect how the Dark Phoenix Saga really was written out.


Anyshit other than that things are good.

Peace.

Pipe Dream

Very cool check it out.

Must have taken a really long time to do.

Rough Night

Yesterday while I was at work I got a call from the wife who was coming back from a routine ultrasound for the new baby. Well apparentley there are a few things that they are not sure of. They noticed that she was low in regards to emniotic fluid which basically means it can cause all sorts of trauma to the baby. The other is they noticed (and are not sure yet) that the baby may have club feet. The club feet thing is completeley fixable in MOST cases, and you would never know that a person has had it.

We gotta head out to see a specialist tomorrow to get some answers. Im a little worried but not that much, whatever way it turns out it turns out. I gotta keep a positive attitude and deal with whatever happens. Felt bad for my wife cause she really was worried about the baby and all. Tough to be strong for your partner when your a little nervous about the situation too.

We had a similar situation with our first kid, they werent sure of some things they saw in the Ultrasound but it turned out to be nothing. Which is not surprising since the images are not entirely easy to read.

Anyshit.. you'll hear more about it when I do. Gotta keep my mind off this. Wish I had a smoke in my pocket.

Cheers.

E3

Just realized yesterday that E3 is now on once again and I'm not there this year :( I had a very rare and lucky opprounity to go there when I was with I-mmersion. For anyone who is into games this is the pincale event to be at to get sneak peaks at just about anything PC/Console and anything in between game related. To top it all off it was in California which was a huge bonus.

When I was there last year I got tons of free shit like t-shirts, saw the 360 and PS3 and tons of hot models :p My wife really enjoyed that pic. ;)

Cheers.

STFU...

One of the biggest problems I have is that I am too genuine with my emotions. I speak how I feel with the expectation that the person on the other end will just simply understand. I also sometimes have the idiotic ecpectation that my freinds are on the same wavelength as I am or what I say will never be met with any sort of retaliation or question.

I gotta learn that sometimes its best to just keep certain things to myself no matter how good of an intention I had by sharing my deepest thoughts.

All this has just today sparked a series of things that I just recentley started to realize.

More to come tomorrow Im sure.

Cheers.

Idiot Driver...

Driving down the 404 south this morning minding my own business. Im in the fast lane doin about I dunno 120 or so. Theres this guy in a Silver Grand Am doing about 100, I figured no big deal I'll slow down and just keep going, I didnt ride right up his ass like most people would do since it is the FAST lane.

What does the moron do... looks in his rear view mirror and gives me the finger. I don't know why but for no reason at all I snapped. I mean I did squat to this guy and he flips me the brid. You know when you have alot of stress sorta tucked away and the once in a while the stupidest thing can set you off? Well this did.

Idiot ran out of luck cause low and behold in front of us was bumper to bumper traffic approaching. As soon as the cars stop this fuck gets out of his car and walks up to mine and says...."you dont own the road and if you expected me to move out of the fast lane your fucking kidding yourself".

*SNAP*

I get out and tell the fuck he has about a second to get in his car or its going to become a really bad day for both of us. Yes I know... not the "toughest thing" you were expecting me to say or do... considering those who have known me for a long time have seen/heard what I used to do in shit like this. So he was smart enough to listen and crawled back to his ride.

I don't get it... really. I realize this guy could have been a real nut case but what makes him think that I couldn't have been? Some fucking people serioulsly need to chill. Makes me wish it was like the old western days where if someone even tried looking at you the wrong way they get a fucking bullet between the eyes.

Motherfuckers. After today I now officaly despise people who drive Grand Ams. :p

Peace.

Humbled...

Been a while since I posted... just had a lot of stuff happening all at once.

I just got back from visiting my Uncle out in Boston which was a humbling experience for me. To sit and talk to someone who has been given an approxiamte due date for how many days you have left is sad beyond words.

About 3 months ago he was diagnosed with level 3B lung cancer which in plain english means he has the second highest stage of cancer which is in both of his lungs. Hes been a smoker for about 50 years.... not going to get into anti smoking campagins but I'm glad I quit.... not fucking worth it.

Ive known him all my life and in these short 5 days that I was there I'll neer forget the good talks we had. Hes always been a caring person for his family and never let anyone down when they needed him. He should be done his chemo/radiation treatments this week and if the docotors tell him he can leave the country for a bit hes going to go to Italy with my dad which is cool considering he hasnt been back there in about 40 years and hes got a brother out there.

Anyshit Im glad but Im really glad that I got to see him but I'm really bummed out. Just sorta reminds me that I got to keep livin my life like everyday was the last..... funny thing is I dont know if I am.